<!-- --><!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/main.css); @import url(http://www.blogger.com/css/navbar/1.css); </style> <link rel="me" href="http://www.blogger.com/profile/11530291241494426196" /> <link rel="openid.server" href="http://www.blogger.com/openid-server.g" /> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(http://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/697174003-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener("load", function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=12046281&amp;blogName=%5B+~+Diary+Of+The+Living+Dead+~+%5D&amp;publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&amp;navbarType=SILVER&amp;layoutType=CLASSIC&amp;searchRoot=http://undeniable-secrets.blogspot.com/search&amp;blogLocale=en_US&amp;homepageUrl=http://undeniable-secrets.blogspot.com/&amp;vt=4215238744066666496" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" height="30px" width="100%" id="navbar-iframe" allowtransparency="true" title="Blogger Navigation and Search"></iframe> <div></div><!-- --><div id="b-navbar"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-logo" title="Go to Blogger.com"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/1/logobar.gif" alt="Blogger" width="80" height="24" /></a><form id="b-search" action="http://www.google.com/search"><div id="b-more"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/" id="b-getorpost"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/1/btn_getblog.gif" alt="Get your own blog" width="112" height="15" /></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/redirect/next_blog.pyra?navBar=true" id="b-next"><img src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/1/btn_nextblog.gif" alt="Next blog" width="72" height="15" /></a></div><div id="b-this"><input type="text" id="b-query" name="q" /><input type="hidden" name="ie" value="UTF-8" /><input type="hidden" name="sitesearch" value="_oopx.blogspot.com" /><input type="image" src="http://www.blogger.com/img/navbar/1/btn_search.gif" alt="Search" value="Search" id="b-searchbtn" title="Search this blog with Google" /><a href="javascript:BlogThis();" id="b-blogthis">BlogThis!</a></div></form></div><script type="text/javascript"><!-- function BlogThis() {Q='';x=document;y=window;if(x.selection) {Q=x.selection.createRange().text;} else if (y.getSelection) { Q=y.getSelection();} else if (x.getSelection) { Q=x.getSelection();}popw = y.open('http://www.blogger.com/blog_this.pyra?t=' + escape(Q) + '&u=' + escape(location.href) + '&n=' + escape(document.title),'bloggerForm','scrollbars=no,width=475,height=300,top=175,left=75,status=yes,resizable=yes');void(0);} --></script><div id="space-for-ie"></div><script type="text/javascript">canEdit = new Array();</script><div align="center"><table border="0" cellpadding="1" cellspacing="0" width="626" bgcolor="#6699cc"><tr><td><table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="100%" bgcolor="#003366"><tr><td><a href='http://www.blogspot.com/'><img src='http://www.blogblog.com/images/header1.gif' alt='blog*spot' width='146' height='78' border='0'></a></td><td valign="middle" align="center"><script language='JavaScript'>google_ad_client='blogger_468x60';google_ad_width=468;google_ad_height=60;</script><script language='JavaScript' src='http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js'></script><br></td></tr></table></td></tr></table></div> heaven tell me that you love me you ..&the memories me
stairway to heaven

no matter how i wait
i cant go
like a dummy crying
next to you
only gave me pain
without you noticing
are you telling me to leave?

i miss you
i miss you
to the point whr i hate myself
i want to cry
i want to kneel down
if only everything didnt happen

searching the memories whr i loved you crazily
those memories haunt me
but i cant hide from this love any longer
i shouldnt do this
but i miss you to death
but i miss you to death

Thursday, June 09, 2005 10:37 PM

Woah, there's definitely been a whole lot of changes since the last time i blogged. Been rather lazy to be honest, thats why well, my blog and yongxun's one is rusting. Lol. Hmm, my family is falling apart. Not that it isnt before, its reality now. Oh heck with everything. Its my june vacation now. Never been happier. Not exactly though, heh. Its nothing much. Bored. Holiday homework as usual. Watch tv, go online and sleep. Going to school keeps you occupied though. Envy sean, yongxun, ct and yida. The rest of the nekrotik team are all off to poly. Poly life is damn cool from news gathered by the boys. Am jealous ><.. I cant wait till its my turn.

It turns out, yongxun has a cute nickname -> MR. MAO MAO CONG.. Hehe.. Cause, well, he says he has loads of hair so erm.. So, yup. Anyway, credits to simon kor for a new golden retriever puppy. For me =) Yes me. A 3 month old puppy named Skye. It was the one name i've always wanted to name my future son. Thats if I have a son larh. Lol.. He's cute no doubt. I'm back to blogging reality it seems. Grandma is staying with us. Yup. Going out with Wina. I cant wait this saturdae =).. our mr & mrs smith movie date. Then on the 24th, is initial d date =p. Last day of school was Laura's birthday. And so, we met up as usual in the morning, went to school together, and went home together. Then we had to wait for 20 freaking minutes for a cab outside school. So the cab dropped me off first then drop laura off at her place. Showered then quickly left home as I was meeting her outside her house.

Meet dora and wina for the first time. Really cool people =) Must say Laura and Wina are among my closest and best buds now. =) Hope laura's having a fun time in batam now. Missed you loads my dear!! Cant wait till u get back. Bored to hell here. Apparently faiz and aini broke up. Aww, poor thing. *hugs* I'll be here when you need me. So, from what I know. It seems faiz and leila conned aini. Fuck that. Damn. >< .. What is the world becoming into? Goodness.


Monday, May 16, 2005 6:23 PM

Hmm, these past few days were pretty hard for me. Some bad and nasty stuffies happened. Mom was hospitalized. Shall say no more. Sean and I had a great time dissing people and things around us. And also, a fun time hanging out at the pond chatting. Till, hahas, he almost got his ass ripped off by a catfish. =x I'm totally serious!!! So okies, its freaky coz there were all weird sorts of fishes in the pond. Realli huge ones. And a few turtles stuck on a rock hehe. So yeah here was how it happened. Sean was sitting by the edge of the pond with his butt facing the water. I stood facing him and the pond. So this catfish, suddenly came closer and closer towards us and towards the surface of the pond. I thought nothing was gonna happened, till it opened its HUGE mouth. Somewhat indicated that it was gonna bite. So I screamed and grabbed sean's arm, pulled him back. And we both stood there staring at the catfish as it closed its mouth and went back underwater. Freakish needless to say. ><"" ( it still stared an followed us as we walk around the pond )

To be honest, it looked pretty much like a catfish with the whiskers and all. But it was long and huge. So yeah, missed a few days of school. Oh dear. Sean and I are meeting up for star wars episode 3. Its gonna be cool. But $9.50?? Hmm.. Mom and gram's are coming along. So most likely mom's paying hehehe.. Ooh.. Hahas. Damn, i miss him loads.. Have not seen him since last thursday after math exam.. *sobs *sobs Oh well..


Tuesday, May 10, 2005 11:09 AM

I noticed that I dont blog as much as I do in the past. Perhaps I just lost the passion of typing things down. ><"" Had POA and chinese exam. Hehe.. Oh well.. I cant wait till I turn sweet sixteen and ripe old 18.. Then, its clubbing every night.. I love dancing hahas. =) I want a new doggie =) a shih tzu is cute.. Golden's are best i'm sure. Met up with Laura this morning and we went to school together.

Dicky and Wills sat in front of us in the bus. ><"" Remember what stanley said mandy.. Hahas.. And i told jeff =x.. oh well.. i'm so hungry... need to find something to eat.. and the maid is off to grams..


Sunday, May 08, 2005 11:15 PM

Today was really fun =).. Well, I was online since saturday night, all the way till the wee hours of sunday morning. I know. Was real tired after that. Talked to shi ya for a while and she invited me to her birthday party this saturday. Not too sure if I am free though. Sorrie. ><""

Godma and simon kor came over late this afternoon and visited us. =) They bought a cake too. Hehe. Tomorrow morning's breakfast hehe. We had dinner outside together at siglap there. Then dad drove us home so I could collect the Alexander vcd. Damn, the dvd was all gone. So yeah then dad went out, so simon kor drove us out. We had haagen daz =) plenty of ice-cream yummy.. Took loads of photos and made loads of noise as well. Oops. Hehe.
I've already uploaded the pictures on to friendster and on my com. Had alot of fun.

Happy Birthday to Alif!! And Happy Mother's Day to all. Next sunday is Godma's birthday. Yup, so we're invited to dinner and I must get her a gift. Kor was so bad. He smacked my head earlier on coz I didnt buy godma a card ><.. sorrie.. oh well. Bin.. thankies for sending me the files today =).. and sorrie i came back home so late otherwise i could have teach you the POA double-entry thing that you're still unsure about. Good luck for the exam tomorrow okies?


Thursday, May 05, 2005 5:52 PM

Stab me!! I'm having my chem and geography paper tomorrow.. Major nightmare.. Honestly, i think i know i will..Do extremely bad for my mid-yrs.. Damn, I havent really been studying much at all.. ><"" eekk.. its racing through my mind.. something's up i say.. had math lesson after sch.. do went to food court with wenjie..clements..alex..and the rest.. its cool when your sch is just opposite an air-con food court on one side, a hawker centre on the other. And a mac nearby =) oh well..

Happy Birthday Sean!! Have fun turning 17 =) Must go study now..


Monday, May 02, 2005 9:17 PM

Yup, I'm home at long last. Am dead tired needless to say. Though, I had a great time I must say. Went only to Malaysia unfortunately. *sobs* I will not be going to school tomorrow as I'm far too tired and I have loads of work to finish. I'm not joking. I am seriously TIRED. Weirdly, Presely Teo Guo Quan, found his way to my blog. And even, managed to tag there. Hello Presley anyway.

So yeah we went to quite alot of places. Was really fun. And, I made a "new brother" hahas. Mr yong ge. Hahas aka nerdest guy around. I cant believe the guys kept on making fun of him. But hey, the jokes were stupid and hilarious nonetheless. Ate loads of junk food. ><"" Forgot to bring my cream. Damn! Bought a new pair of shoes from Vincci. A new LV card holder. A t-shirt for bin's birthday. Some necklace for Sean. Their birthdays are all so soon. Cant wait till 5 may. Sean's and William's birthday. And the grand opening of Initial D, House Of Wax and Kingdom of Heaven!!!!

I wanted to watch them on friday after my exams. But I forgot! 6 may, I have to see my braces doctor. And no, its not Dr Lena anymore. She went back to Sweden so they gave me some local doctor on level 6. I hate the change ><.. But I have no choice now do I? And Alex, I am so sorry. I promise to return the cam on wed! I have so much to do now. Oh god. I miss someone loads too. Hahas.


Wednesday, April 27, 2005 5:32 PM

I'm pretty upset, depressed, curious, anxious, nervous, angry and lost. I'm a mess seriously. I saw someone this morning. Gawd, it was like magical. I never expected it, I went to the interchange to catch 87 cause I had to do prefect duty and never did I imagine, he was just right in front of me. Anyway, its a silly crush. Geez, how could i fall for him? Its infatuation i know it.

Somehow.. I missed him.. The someone I knew since secondary 1.. The one guy whom I rejected back then.. that I now miss.. though, we're always bickering about and all.. we did have great times spent together.. thats of course without the whole group of us. Oh well.. Its just at times, I feel some kinda connection with him.. Otherwise, I hate him and his attitude.. And there's this other one. My really really good friend.. Its been great since we met. I could talk to him.. He is super humorous honestly.

Oh god.. I seriously am lost. Stuck. *bangs head* Had recess with Zul and Aini.. she's so nice.. she treated me lunch today =) *hugs* Brought home all my books today. Will be having my paper 1 tomorrow.. So nervous hahas. I cant wait till this weekend =p